Why am I not asleep yet?
Ah well, I realised a lot of lame people don't get my msn nick huh. Slow people, shows how long you spend glancing at a row of text. Ok that was random.
Besides that, TSD is driving me mad now, I can deal with staying back everyday till 10, I can deal with sewing every minute of everyday, I can memorise lines as Chester's mom, I can even deal with running the Hedda Gabler duologue on loop for a day straight, but what I cannot deal with is the sinking feeling that you are stuck in something that you aren't good enough for.
Its really scary to go in as an innocent s06 student who is everything but artsy, attempting so many things you never tried. I mean, do I look like I can do makeup? My HOUSE doesn't even have any makeup in it (including my mum and sis. beat that.) Do I look like i can act? Or script? Or...aiya, dammit I'm emoing wth.
Some of it is fun, but when assessment draws near, you kinda understand why everyone prefers not to be tested in things that they do "for fun" or things that they "try out" and rather scuttle toward some safety blanket of a subject.
But of course, no matter what TSD does to me, it still pwns Econs. Duh.
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