I wonder if people come to this blog.

oh well, if you did, you just wasted some part of your life reading at least the title of this post. 


I wonder if people ever get sick of me posting about TSD. Today I took a stroll around school while waiting for a preliminary coat of paint to dry and I felt the air of mugging around me. There was this heavy feeling in the air around the school, like it was this gaseous form that was collectively taken in and breathed out by the whole school population, in panting breaths, anxious to cram knowledge into their brains for CTs. Or maybe it just was rainy. I can't tell, i've spent too long in the blackbox to know when it rains or when CTs are. 


In other news, I think I'm gonna be 1 of 2 people taking TSD CTs, which will be hilariously funny. To all you KI/Art/etc people taking in the same room, you can watch me and zhongren go in, write our names, fall asleep and both be on the deans list. yes, you may be jealous now. But I'm also 1 of 2 people taking all the CTs, which I predict will be fun. I'm thinking BCDSS for this CT, or BCDSU. and thats optimistic. And I need to go from TSD madness, to CTs, back to TSD showcase, which my wonderful TSDmates have agreed to postpone till after my CTs end, IMMEDIATELY AFTER MY CTs END. Like, "gosh im done not knowing anything for chem...OH CRAP WHAT WERE MY LINES I NEED TO GO ON STAGE NOW." 


To think in just 2 weeks, I would have closed the door on this madness, saying bye to hecking about exams and departing from the theatre...and possibly never returning. It makes me a bit sad, but, if you ask me, I wouldn't trade these 2 years in TSD for anything. Give me all the crap again and I would still take it. Maybe it unlocked something in me, maybe it gave me a chance to be myself, or maybe it just gave me a chance to act and pretend to be someone I wasnt. Well, whichever it was, I guess its right to say that when you enter the theatre, you fall in love with it and you never want to leave. Doesn't matter how bad you are at it, you learn things you never knew you never knew. MUCH MORE THAN YOU CAN SAY FOR ECONS.


Anyway, stop ranting start doing TSD ruth.