One insane week later, I'm doing the typical Ruth thing of looking back and going "wth, that was me?!" TSD followed by Raffles Pairs and Guides Campfire and Youth Pairs and AHHHHH WHAI AM I BACK TO TSD I REFUSE TO DO TSD.
Argh, the pervasive nature of insanity. Between fighting over a pink hoodie with hw, a green board with clarence and sugar biscuits with my guides, I have concluded that everyone in the world is insane. Everyone except me, plzkthx.
Other than that, I <3 IJ guides :D I doubt any of them read this page so I don't need to worry that their impression on their cold, fierce YA will change. But, I'm really proud of how far they've come, or even if they didn't move that much, I'm still proud of who they are as a unit. They work hard and even if they don't love it that much, put in a lot of work. They don't care about how much of it is counted in some CCA record and whether that will win them a scholarship, they just know that things must be done, and do it. Whether they do it well or not, its secondary, because just to see the effort is already touching in itself.
It kinda makes me sad that I'm stepping down because I know they will never want to have anything to do with this crazy scary rg girl who crashed into their unit. I know, I'll never ever get to help them read proposals again, or shout at them again, or to feel so proud of them again. But I guess life moves on and I'm glad I stayed in guiding 2 more years than I needed to.
Oh well, art friend is opening. Time to go out.
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