It's always sad the day before a holiday ends. I guess I can handle the thoughts about returning to hectic Singapore, finding a job, trying to busy myself with various activities and all, I mean, like my sister would say, I don't have school to go back to right? But, this holiday just seemed so different than all the others I have had. At some points, it seems that it has dragged too long: everyone's tolerance for each other is starting to wear thin and undone things at home are starting to pile up. Yet, at other points, it feels like somethings were not done.
Though, I guess its just a little mushy feeling that catches up with me late at night...afterall, I had lots of fun and bonding time with my family. People finally know where Uchicago is (no kidding, its NOT in California?!?!?!), we actually have time to talk and cuddle...and I am back to sharing a bed (and many scuffles) with my sister. yay.
Something is just a little scary about going back for this last leg before I finally leave for college. Am I in the right place with respect to God? Or my family? Or myself? Or will somethings resist resolution? Or will these random collections of emotion start things I cannot solve in time?
Ahhh well I guess we all do overthink things sometimes.
"Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? ... Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
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