And the feelings all catch up with you.

I always knew my emotions were a beat (or a few days) slow when things happen. I came up after dinner and sat down at my table and something snapped inside me. Like some floodgate to being generally-happy finally creaked open. Not the happiness that makes you laugh, nor the happiness that makes you jump about...but the happiness that makes you smile blankly into your computer screen and open a browser to blogger.com.

Maybe it was waking up at a semi-decent time and talking to my mother about politics over chocolate croissants. Maybe it was meeting up with random friends to talk about how guys are the most screwed up creatures the world has ever seen. Maybe it was coming home to a family dinner and feeling safe talking to people whom know you too well to bother judging you. Maybe it was playing spider solitaire on my phone while drinking ribena and eating chicken pies.

Or maybe it was something in between all that.

Maybe it was the feeling that things are starting to go right again.

...or maybe its a manifestation of my love for ribena and chicken pies.