Saturday, August 13, 2011

I need help believing, you're with me tonight.

Maybe I'm brainless, maybe I'm wise,
You've got me seeing, through different eyes,
Somehow I've fallen under your spell
And somehow I'm feeling, its "up" that I fell.

I guess if I had gone to OBS with the DSTA scholars, I'd know that part of knowingly "falling" is "trusting" that someone will be there to catch you. I know a large part of me is constantly wound up in a -.^ skepticism about the world, but, barring jokes about my "suboptimal mass" a small part of me is falling deeper and and trusting deeper...in you.

To love freely. To feel the world without inhibitions. To let emotions run.

Maybe it really is that easy.

The small part of me falls for you, bringing with it the large scary countenance which I deal with the world with. And all of a sudden, all the walls that I built up around myself seem to come crashing down too.

Damn you, MengShuen.

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