The more I try to let go of it all and move on from this epic portion of life to the next epic portion of life, the more it clings on to me and reminds me how much love exists where I thought none did. And since God is love, His sudden reemergence in my life is most sudden and, needless to say, most epic. It's almost...seemingly untimely.
My heart hasn't hurt for a long time and if I can't stop it from hurting, I'm going to stop it from breaking. Leaving family and friends behind is proving much harder than I thought it would. As is leaving certain specific friends to fly off to their other parts of the world to study. But this promise I'll make to myself: airports are not for crying.
Anyway, people tell me God knows best and...all this emotion...I guess better late than never?
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