oh, sod it all.

I'm going to study.

hmmmm

crud. prelims loom and my mind has flown off to outerspace. I think I found something with negative gravity: its my brain, the more gravity exerts a force on it, it flies toward infinity. However that works. I bet some boy will tell me imma girl and my physics fails.

I wonder, do we have dreams simply because they can never come true? do we glorify people who believe in their dreams because the rest of us don't dare to do the same? is the only way to survive in our world to give up on our dreams and live pragmatically?

this is a bad time to start thinking about your existence ruth. this is a bad time to consider what is going to happen to you. this is a bad time to feel suffocated and confused. this is a bad time to contemplate your future as a stupid girl. bloody hell.

time to go mug ruth. gogo.

Well, no way but up right?

awww this is such a sweet video :D (no comments about my taste in music thanks)

I guess crappy days can and do get better. Failing which, I'll go hug my teddybear and pretend all of you don't exist. hmm.

my dad rocks.

Ruth: "So Dad, which other universities do you think I should apply to?"
Dad: "Well, which ones have you decided on already?"
Ruth: "Er...(insert list here)"
Dad: "WOW HOW DID YOU GET ALL THE SCHOOLS GOOD IN MATH"
Ruth: "Let's see, thats the exact list you gave me a few days ago?"
Dad: "I did?"

SkateSkateSkate your troubles awayyyyyy

Life is like skating, you use 4 times the wheels and have 4 times the fun of cyclists.

Flamingoes.

strange stuff is strange. Just like flamingoes.

beyond epic.

I bet you all are thinking that this post is gonna be about pesta sukan since I just arrived home from a foamy afternoon. How do I know you know this? Because I know my blog's ONLY readership is bridge club people with no lives. oh yeah, and nick.

Well, too bad, this will not be about the rather embarassing day I had at pesta. Which was, to say the least, embarassing. If you are reading this hanfei, I'm sorry again.

BUT on to more interesting things, something interesting fell into my possession today :D:D:D

There are a million ways to camwhore with a big lolly. I love lollies.

LOLWHUT.

ahahahahahahahahaha this is absolutely hilarious.

Today I arrived home to find a big new urban male shopping bag on my table.

My mum: "hey ruth, I got you something for your A levels!"
Ruth: "gee, thanks mu-*looks inside bag* LOLOLWHUT?!"
My mum: "what did you say? ketupat?"
Ruth: "naw...er...thanks mum."

Ok, fine that didn't really happen but I think it would have if she gave it to me face-to-face. You see, its this gigantic pink fluffeh bag. And, sure, a new bag IS nice to have especially since it fits my jellybean file and my lollypops and still leave space for yknow, school stuff. And it is really nicely designs and, dare I say, rather cute. Poor crumpler, he'll feel so neglected.

But it is epic to think that tomorrow I'll go to the library and come out and wander around for 10 minutes looking for my bag.

If you see me doing that, er, point to the pink one. Thanks.