How we met and sparks flew instantly.
And people would say, "they're the lucky ones".
I used to think my place, was a spot next to you.
Now I'm searching the room for an empty space,
Cos lately I don't even know what page you're on.
It's so funny how time passes and memories stay on, whether you intend to hold onto them or not. Sometimes, to avoid having them fade, you colour them in vivid technicolour, or any shade brighter than the general dreary colours of life.
A simple complication, miscommunication, leads to fall outs,
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls up that I can't break through.
And now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking.
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing me
I don't know what to say, since a twist of fate,
When it all broke down, and the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now.
I've been watching too much of "The Nanny" to get me through otherwise monotonous days. I think I can rewatch Niles&CC scenes on loop more than 5 times at a go and laugh equally hard each time. Daniel Davis and Lauren Lane are so talented (maybe that's because they are from the theatre and not TV~). I cannot believe they can play the characters so over-the-top and hilariously but yet make one contemplate their patheticness so deeply. I guess watching through the whole series makes you realise (most absurdistly) that it is ok to be absolutely pathetic, so long as other people will be pathetic together with you. I feel a bit like CC now, generally hopeless in the interpersonal department...but it's ok so long as I don't pass up on Niles when he shows up. I just hope that I haven't already done that.
This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle's in your hands now
And I would lay my armour down
If you say you'd rather love than fight...
