Hairbandom of doom!

Recently, when I went around school with my new hairband I got so many comments which upsetted the both of us (me and my hairband of course) quite a bit. Among which: 


Dr Wong: Girls, hair accessories must be black, white, green and...ruth's definitely cannot. 
Sanu: Augh, I'm going blind. 
Nick: Ruth, seriously, what's with the hairband? (which is not a sad comment except that he repeats it everytime he sees me) 
Clarence: You and your BLING hairband...
Haiwei: Hi Ruth...eh where's your hairband! 
Kenneth: You're like edward cullen, you sparkle


I will not go on. 


Well, to all you unenlightened individuals, my hairbandom and me are all rather displeased, even scandalized by your tasteless comments. And I, on behalf of them, will proceed to introduce them to you. They HAVE names, so stop anyhow calling. 


The original black with sliver spots: Smokey 
The old black with red spots: Scuderia 
The black with crystal spots: Starrie 
The multicolour plastic one: Brightvale
The red satin with a ribbon: Mollie
Triple stripe black one which is broken: Blondot 
The TSD one (I won't even bother describing): Sabrina
The multicolour cloth stripey one I think I broke for my sister: Sunshine
Plastic red wiggly one: Tifosi 
The ones that supposedly change colour under UV light: Jelly Welly and Melly 
The one I gave mum then got back: Wonderwoman
The blue, green and white thin ones: Kazoo, Kamoo and Kapoo
Some lacey thing my grandma bought: Rutabanga
Black sport band I never wear: Morte 
White one for skating: Glosser
The one clarence bought: Annoying
Orange one I bought from Melaka: Bonez
Spring shaped red one: Sproingg
The supertight melakan one: HeadusHurtus
A new ribbon velvet one my mom gave me: Belle
A random black plastic one: Woozles 


And, the one everyone waits for, 


The famous kaleidoscopic one: Lollipop girl


(On a side note, I shall treat tehbing to anyone who can remember the whole list xD Even I can't keep track)


I should really get a full collection group photo or something but I lack the photography skill or equipment and this family is so large it is hard to assemble, with the young ones flying from place to place in my room, the alphas on daily duty and the retried ones being too broken to move. Eitherway, you can look at my fb i think I have the old family photos. 

kekekekeke.

Today I made realisation: 


EVERYONE in my class, is just as childish as me. Oh yeah, everyone. And you too zy. And you too WYM. And you too...all of you. Hurhur, age is no defense against an atmosphere of childishness. 

Life's a bitch.

I don't swear, I never do, but somehow this phrase got stuck in my head. Life is a bitch, but I guess thats what makes it life and not a trip to candymountain D: 


I'm actually beginning to think that schoolwork is the easiest part of JC life. Maybe cos I'm naturally obtuse and a saigang warrior but somehow, after you run around after this that and everything, its actually therapeutic to sit down in front of graph theory, stone and go "qua?" 


Sleep and happiness, I think these are the commodities in lowest supply and highest demand these days. I'm having a hard time choosing between the two. I think sleep wins marginally though. There is always joy in childishly poking fun at Zhangyue (insert the haiwei smiley here). 

Take me baby, or leave me~

Annoying TSD song stuck in my head. lalala. 


Ah well, I'm staring at this book my sister gave me for xmas last year. It says "Amenesia today, brain wave tomorrow". And thats so inherently true in the world. People don't naturally like to "think". I hate it too, ask clarence, he'll tell you. 


Not thinking is a self-defense mechanism, it makes you forget all the things you need to deal with


Not thinking is also self-destructive, because you can't save yourself from the mess around you. 


More problematically though, not thinking = the SATs. Zzz its so brainless I can't beat it. I'm gonna fail D: 

Song discrimination ftw.

According to Shaowei, I must have a deeper meaning in choosing my msn nicks because people don't anyhow choose lyrics. Well, Hi Shaowei, I'm someone who does. 


But since he feels so strongly that I am discriminating against the many other lines in this song, I shall therefore type the entire song here so it all gets its fair share of Ruthian glory. 


You'll be in My Heart (Phil Collins) 
Oh stop your crying it will be alright, 
Take my hand, hold it tight.
I will protect you from all around you, 
I will be here, don't you cry. 


For one so small, you seem so strong, 
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm. 
This bond between us, can't be broken, 
I will be here, don't you cry. 


Cos you'll be in my heart, 
Yes you'll be in my heart, 
From this day on, now and forever more. 
You'll be in my heart, 
No matter what they say, 
You'll be here in my heart, always. 


Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust, what they can't explain. 
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all. 


Cos you'll be in my heart, 
Yes you'll be in my heart. 
From this day on, now and forever more. 
You'll be in my heart, 
no matter what they say, 
You'll be here in my heart, always. 


Don't listen to them, cos what do they know? 
We need each other, to have, to hold. 
They'll see in time, I know...
When destiny calls you, you must be strong, 
I may not be with you, but you got to hold on. 
They'll see in time, they were wrong. 
They'll see in time, I know...


We'll show them together cos, 
You'll be in my heart, 
Yes, you'll be in my heart, 
From this day on, now and forever more.
You'll be in my heart, 
No matter what they say, 
You'll be here in my heart, always. 


Always. Always and Always. 
I'll be here for you always. always and always. 
Just look over your shoulder, 
Just look over your shoulder, 
I'll be here, always. 

I shall give up giving titles to posts.

I wonder how the rest of open house prep went after I left, come to think of it. I guess I'll find out tmr when I see the board. Come to think of it the design that was sorta maybe perhaps probably possibly done by me was pretty ugly, but, in my defense...er...we're next to art club! I wont have looked good anyway. right? 


Anyway, after all that madness, I thought just wanted to thank everyone who helped la. I mean, I know its not my position to thank people but its not everyday you see a hoard of guys all trying to help with artwork. So yeah, thanks guys, I owe the fact that I am not still in school cutting spades out to you guys. 

Freak.

I used to laugh at people who blog using song lyrics because it seems retarded that if you like a song, you spam the lyrics to help others like it too. what the hell. 


But my brain is completely dead, and in some ways I prefer it that way now. But yet my fingers itch to be on the keyboard. So I shall attempt this song, entirely from memory. 


Never had a dream come true (S club 7) 
Everybody's got something, they had to leave behind,
One regret from yesterday, that just seems to grow with time. 
There's no use looking back or wondering, 
how it could be now or might have been, 
Oh this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you know. 


I never had a dream come true, 
Till the day that I found you. 
Even though I pretend that I've moved on, 
You'll always be my baby, 
I never found the words to say, 
But you're the one I think about each day 
And no matter where life takes me to, 
A part of me will always be with you. 


Somewhere in my memory, I've lost all sense of time, 
Tomorrow may never be, cos today is all that fills my mind 
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been, 
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go.


I never had a dream come true, 
Till the say that I found you, 
Even though I pretend that I've moved on,
You'll always be my baby, 
I never found the words to say
But you're the one I dream about each day 
And no matter where life takes me to, 
A part of me will always be with you. 


You'll always be the dream that fills my head, 
Say you will, yes you will, you know you will be there, 
I'll always be the one I know I'll never forget. 
There's no use looking back or wondering, 
how it could be now or might have been. 
because love is a strange and funny thing
no matter how I try and try 
I just can't say goodbye. 


I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you, 
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day 
And no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you. 
A part of me will always be with you. 




Ok, back to orgchem. zzz. btw, yes i did type all the choruses, I didnt copypaste. xD 

Dreams

I guess whatever they tell you in disney movies are always wrong. Sometimes no matter how much you dream, things don't bloody come true. 

Do they? 

Then you realise you need to ditch the dream to be true to yourself. Because dreams are dreams simply because they only exist in a different realm. 

What the hell. 

2010

Hm, I don't know what it is about a new year that hypes everyone up. Think about it, what's the difference between time that is known as "2009" and "2010"? Its just a second, or less than that. Its like, what makes you different from the day before your birthday on your birthday? Or what major thing happened in the 6 weeks that promotes your from J1 to J2. 


Absolutely nothing. Absolutely nothing that makes you worthy of what comes the next day. 


So why do we count down the time to the new year? Or count down the days to our next birthday? Or count down the months till J2 is over? I guess in counting down we get to reflect on what had happened i guess. What we had hoped for, what had happened, all that jazz.


Its almost like we are counting up. Counting up the dreams we had, the dreams that would have been, the dreams that became nightmares or, even, the dreams that came true. 


Or maybe that's just me xD